This has been a tumultuous year for the world, with dramatic changes affecting me not only from the outside, but also from the inside. In the 20th year of my life, I put the idea of making a short film into practice for the first time, and I cut a short film from my fragmented phone footage to commemorate the passing of 2020. During the first half of the year, I spent my days at home in fear, and my desperate inward search caused a break in my relationship with the outside world. During the second half of the year, I was led by the camera to reacquaint myself with the world. I went to a music festival for the first time and attended my first funeral; I began to care about the people and things around me, and discovered landscapes I hadn't noticed in my life.